Life Is full of SHIT

Life is so bland, I can't take it anymore. I refuse. It's so monotonous and boring that it's painful. For instance, when I drive to work, I spend about 2 hours in the day looking at what is basically SHIT. I pretty much stare at the same trees, bushes, buildings, etc. every day. And I also look at many cars just to be careful. At work, I look at about a hundred garments each day, each one is pretty much the same. I want my life to change, and I can change but I don't know if my life can. I hate driving. People are assholes, though that is definitely an understatement, in fact they make me feel extremely unpleasant. Being flipped off feels literally evil, because I didn't do anything that bad. Sure, life can be full of happiness and greatness, but the everyday boredom and monotony of life seems enough to outweigh happiness and all that is good about life. I hate it. I want out. When I'm at home, I look at the same SHIT everyday, and it's not even stimulating. The conclusion? Life is full of SHIT! Deep inside, I seem to feel furious every day.

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