The Weekly Blog

This week, an unusual winter-like storm impacts the Eastern seaboard of the United States. Also, China is betting that the US won't launch a nuclear strike against North Korea. Source:  http://www.msn.com/en-us/news/world/china-bets-trump-wont-resort-to-strike-against-north-korea/ar-AAp14Gb?li=BBmkt5R&ocid=spartanntp http://www.msn.com/en-us/weather/topstories/rare-noreaster-like-storm-sparks-flooding-rescues/ar-AAp1r7T?li=BBmkt5R&ocid=spartanntp

At times I feel as though my life will end If the world would end Then my life would begin Happiness cannot be redeemed in a lifetime Despair will always outweigh everything else Spirits try to make me redeem my happiness... So they bring me indescribable euphoria But the euphoria is outweighed by sadness Optimism becomes useless A different world A different set of rules No gamble, no risk There is no punishment after death Only reincarnation At least that is my wish currently As I'm aching to escape my life A life full of phsychological torment It's a battlefield between me and reality And I've already lost many times I've died in a psychological sense many times over My physical death has practically already occurred Because my mind is a black hole Taking everything in with it

At times, I feel as though I'm going to die. That's how stressed out I am so much, combined with despair. I also have feelings of anguish which linger all of my life.

http://hisz.rsoe.hu/alertmap/database/?pageid=event_summary&edis_id=FF-20170726-59190-USA is a summary of the event that I thought I might have had a premonition about. Utah doesn't use daylight savings time. My premonition can be found at https://theworldindespair.blogspot.com/2017/07/blog-post_49.html .

Most of us most likely know about the effect of weather and seasons upon mood. But have you ever considered the possibility that the opposite is true?! Do Thoughts have some involvement in the creation or maybe just the workings of weather? Does the weather respond in some way to our thoughts? And does the weather influence how we think? For example, change in atmospheric temperature affect our mind's thought processes in some way? The butterfly effect If I'm staring at a cumulus cloud, it might turn into a cumulonimbus. However, if I was not there to stare at it, then would that cloud remain a cumulus?! Or might that cumulonimbus otherwise grow a foot taller would I not be staring at it then were I staring at it? This is the riddle of the butterfly effect. Interestingly enough, people who study topics relative to weather and climate, have discovered the incredible phenomenon known as teleconnections. I think that very few people besides maybe meteorologists or climate scient

I honestly wish that everything could be over so that I don't have to have such ominous feelings come past me. I feel as though I am in the water and can't see shore. I wish that this could not be the only life that exists, the life that we live here on Earth. I feel the worst is going to happen to me. Is there a way that I can escape everything? No matter how much happiness and great feelings come with life, concern and terror will always outweigh the great feeling, and that's why I fantasize about leaving Earth. I'm not talking about death. Instead, this is about escaping all experience of life all just to get away from ominous feeling. I can't afford to have any ominous feeling in my mind, because that means that something is seriously wrong, so wrong that it's irreversible.